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Title: Your Steady Hands
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 5,200/40,000
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary:

grief
–noun
1. keen mental suffering or distress over affliction or loss; sharp sorrow; painful regret.
2. a cause or occasion of keen distress or sorrow.

What do you do after you lose absolutely everything? Blaine would really like to know.

Warnings: This story deals with the aftermath of rape. While there are no really graphic details, there are a few flashbacks that could be triggering, so please read this with caution.
Author's note: At the end, otherwise you'd never make it to the story.

Prologue
Denial, Part One ::: Part Two
Bargaining, Part One ::: Part Two
Interlude – A Mending of the Tears
Depression, Part One ::: Part Two
Anger, Part One ::: Part Two ::: Part Three
Interlude - Dance Me Through The End Of Love

( Your Steady Hands – Acceptance )
- Meagan

Title: Your Steady Hands Interlude 2: Dance Me Through The End Of Love
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 3,100
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary: (Part of the Blaine Hummel 'Verse.)
Warnings: The overall 'verse deals with the aftermath of rape, but there are only vague references in this story.
Author's note: Ha! You thought this would be the end of the story, didn't you? Cuz last time it said 9/10 so everyone assumed it would be over. But no. Surprise interlude! Yay! Which means it's not the end. Which means you'll probably end up waiting for another month to know what happens at the end. Yeah. Umm...title take from the Leonard Cohen song of the same name, because I'm completely unoriginal like that.

( Dance Me Through The End Of Love )

- Meagan

Title: Your Steady Hands
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 7,500/???
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary:

grief
–noun
1. keen mental suffering or distress over affliction or loss; sharp sorrow; painful regret.
2. a cause or occasion of keen distress or sorrow.

What do you do after you lose absolutely everything? Blaine would really like to know.

Warnings: This story deals with the aftermath of rape. While there are no really graphic details, there are a few flashbacks that could be triggering, so please read this with caution.
Author's note: This is the sequel to Number Not The Voices. You'll probably want to read that one first. Also, this was started waaaay back during the winter hiatus. That being said, it goes completely AU after 'The Sue Sylvester Shuffle'. Parts of later episodes are mentioned, but the events therein have changed to reflect the situation in the story. So keep that in mind if things seem off from current canon.

Prologue
Denial, Part One ::: Part Two
Bargaining, Part One ::: Bargaining, Part Two
Interlude – A Mending of the Tears
Depression, Part One ::: Depression, Part Two
Anger, Part One ::: Anger, Part Two

( Your Steady Hands – Anger, Part Three )

- Meagan

I should be writing chapter nine of Your Steady Hands, instead I did this. Oops.

Title: Beyond This Illusion
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine (full series will have Wincest, because that's how I roll)
Rating: PG (for now)
Word count: 245
Disclaimer: Hahahahaha! No.
Summary: Take me with you, Kurt had said. Tell me what to do.
Warnings: Character death
Author's note: Inspired by many many things. Prompts on the angst meme, an Impala in the Garage in 3.02. Basically the universe demanded that I write Glee/SPN crossover, so here it is. There will be many more. I'm attempting a 'drabble' series with this. But I'm not very good at keeping things short, so they'll most just be somewhere under 500 words a piece.

( Beyond This Illusion )

- Meagan

Title: Your Steady Hands
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 3,200/???
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary:

grief
–noun
1. keen mental suffering or distress over affliction or loss; sharp sorrow; painful regret.
2. a cause or occasion of keen distress or sorrow.

What do you do after you lose absolutely everything? Blaine would really like to know.

Warnings: This story deals with the aftermath of rape. While there are no really graphic details, there are a few flashbacks that could be triggering, so please read this with caution.
Author's note: This is the sequel to Number Not The Voices. You'll probably want to read that one first. Also, this was started waaaay back during the winter hiatus. That being said, it goes completely AU after 'The Sue Sylvester Shuffle'. Parts of later episodes are mentioned, but the events therein have changed to reflect the situation in the story. So keep that in mind if things seem off from current canon.

Prologue
Denial, Part One ::: Part Two
Bargaining, Part One ::: Bargaining, Part Two
Interlude – A Mending of the Tears
Depression, Part One ::: Depression, Part Two
Anger, Part One

( Your Steady Hands – Anger, Part Two )

Oh my god, you guys, I am sooooooooo sorry! Seriously, there are not words in the English language that express how sorry I am that this has taken me so long. I am not a long-fic writer. I get burst of inspiration and then...this. I've not had writer's block this bad in years.

I feel like this chapter is a let down after such a long wait, and I'm sorry for that too. I promise, cross my heart and hope to die, that it will NOT take me this long to get the next chapter out. If you noticed, there's officially 10 chapters total, so there's only two more. I have a plan, I know where it's going and where it's ending. Now all I have to do is make my muses stop playing 'ring-around-the-mulberry-bush' with my inspiration and we can have our happy ending, okay? Okay.

And thank you so much to all my readers who stuck with me, and kept encouraging me and demanding more. knowing you guys were out there, waiting and wanting more made me barrel through the writer's block and get this done for you. and amordemealma. Seriously, her and her whipencouragement are the reason this chapter is getting up at all. Love you, deary! (Now write your own damn fic!)

- Meagan

Title: Your Steady Hands
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 2,525/???
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary:

grief
–noun
1. keen mental suffering or distress over affliction or loss; sharp sorrow; painful regret.
2. a cause or occasion of keen distress or sorrow.

What do you do after you lose absolutely everything? Blaine would really like to know.

Warnings: Violence, homophobic slurs, flashback to rape. Altogether, not a lot of good int his chapter.
Author's note: This is the sequel to Number Not The Voices. You'll probably want to read that one first.

Prologue
Denial, Part One ::: Part Two
Bargaining, Part One ::: Bargaining, Part Two
Interlude – A Mending of the Tears
Depression, Part One ::: Depression, Part Two

Things always get worse, before they can get better again. This is a three parter, and it's a doozy, guys. Just as a warning.

( Your Steady Hands – Anger, Part One )

- Meagan

Title: Your Steady Hands
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 3,550/???
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary:

grief
–noun
1. keen mental suffering or distress over affliction or loss; sharp sorrow; painful regret.
2. a cause or occasion of keen distress or sorrow.

What do you do after you lose absolutely everything? Blaine would really like to know.

Warnings: This story deals with the aftermath of rape. While there are no really graphic details, there are a few flashbacks that could be triggering, so please read this with caution.
Author's note: This is the sequel to Number Not The Voices. You'll probably want to read that one first. Also, this was started waaaay back during the winter hiatus. That being said, it goes completely AU after 'The Sue Sylvester Shuffle'. Parts of later episodes are mentioned, but the events therein have changed to reflect the situation in the story. So keep that in mind if things seem off from current canon.

Prologue
Denial, Part One ::: Part Two
Bargaining, Part One ::: Bargaining, Part Two
Interlude – A Mending of the Tears
Depression, Part One

( Your Steady Hands – Depression, Part 2 )

To Be Continued

- Meagan

Title: Your Steady Hands
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 3,400/???
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary:

grief
–noun
1. keen mental suffering or distress over affliction or loss; sharp sorrow; painful regret.
2. a cause or occasion of keen distress or sorrow.

What do you do after you lose absolutely everything? Blaine would really like to know.

Warnings: This story deals with the aftermath of rape. While there are no really graphic details, there are a few flashbacks that could be triggering, so please read this with caution.
Author's note: This is the sequel to Number Not The Voices. You'll probably want to read that one first. Also, this was started waaaay back during the winter hiatus. That being said, it goes completely AU after 'The Sue Sylvester Shuffle'. Parts of later episodes are mentioned, but the events therein have changed to reflect the situation in the story. So keep that in mind if things seem off from current canon.

Prologue
Denial, Part One ::: Part Two
Bargaining, Part One ::: Bargaining, Part Two
Interlude – A Mending of the Tears

( Your Steady Hands - Depression, Part One )

I'm so so so sorry this chapter is so late! The last few weeks have been crazy around my house. I hope this was worth the wait, and I PROMISE not to make you wait so long for the next part.

And to everyone who commented on the interlude, thank you so much. It was a piece I really loved and I'm so glad you all liked it to. I'm sorry for not making individual comments. I kind of suck this week. :/

- Meagan

Title: Your Steady Hands Interlude 1: A Mending of the Tears
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 3,000
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary: Blaine gets sick at the Hudmel house. Things are a little different there than they were at his old home. (Part of the Blaine Hummel 'Verse)
Warnings: The overall 'verse deals with the aftermath of rape, but there are only vague references in this story.
Author's note: This was originally supposed to be a part of Your Steady Hands, but it ended up not fitting into the overall story. But I couldn't bear to jut scrap it, so I decided to make it more of an interlude between chapters. Plus, I needed me some awesome!Carole in this story. She doesn't get nearly enough love.

( A Mending of the Tears )

- Meagan

Title: Your Steady Hands
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 2,350/???
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary:

grief
–noun
1. keen mental suffering or distress over affliction or loss; sharp sorrow; painful regret.
2. a cause or occasion of keen distress or sorrow.

What do you do after you lose absolutely everything? Blaine would really like to know.

Warnings: This story deals with the aftermath of rape. While there are no really graphic details, there are a few flashbacks that could be triggering, so please read this with caution.
Author's note: This is the sequel to Number Not The Voices. You'll probably want to read that one first. Also, this was started waaaay back during the winter hiatus. That being said, it goes completely AU after 'The Sue Sylvester Shuffle'. Parts of later episodes are mentioned, but the events therein have changed to reflect the situation in the story. So keep that in mind if things seem off from current canon.

Prologue
Denial, Part One ::: Part Two
Bargaining, Part One


( Your Steady Hands - Bargaining, Part Two )

- Meagan

Title: Your Steady Hands
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 3,450/???
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary:

grief
–noun
1. keen mental suffering or distress over affliction or loss; sharp sorrow; painful regret.
2. a cause or occasion of keen distress or sorrow.

What do you do after you lose absolutely everything? Blaine would really like to know.

Warnings: This story deals with the aftermath of rape. There is a flashback scene in this chapter. While it is not particularly graphic is is definitely potentially triggering, so please be aware.
Author's note: This is the sequel to Number Not The Voices. You'll probably want to read that one first. Also, this was started waaaay back during the winter hiatus. That being said, it goes completely AU after 'The Sue Sylvester Shuffle'. Parts of later episodes are mentioned, but the events therein have changed to reflect the situation in the story. So keep that in mind if things seem off from current canon.

Prologue
Denial, Part One ::: Part Two

( Your Steady Hands - Bargaining, Part One )

Yes, I did the steps out of order. But hey, these things aren't linear, and it worked better this way. Yeah.

- Meagan

Title: Your Steady Hands
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 3,400/???
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary:

grief
–noun
1. keen mental suffering or distress over affliction or loss; sharp sorrow; painful regret.
2. a cause or occasion of keen distress or sorrow.

What do you do after you lose absolutely everything? Blaine would really like to know.

Warnings: This story deals with the aftermath of rape. While there are no really graphic details, there are a few flashbacks that could be triggering, so please read this with caution.
Author's note: This is the sequel to Number Not The Voices. You'll probably want to read that one first. Also, this was started waaaay back during the winter hiatus. That being said, it goes completely AU after 'The Sue Sylvester Shuffle'. Parts of later episodes are mentioned, but the events therein have changed to reflect the situation in the story. So keep that in mind if things seem off from current canon.

Prologue
Denial, Part One

( Your Steady Hands - Denial, Part Two )

Sorry this took so long everyone. I meant to post sooner, but life got in the way. :/ "Enjoy"!

- Meagan

Title: Your Steady Hands
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 3,650/???
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary:

grief
–noun
1. keen mental suffering or distress over affliction or loss; sharp sorrow; painful regret.
2. a cause or occasion of keen distress or sorrow.

What do you do after you lose absolutely everything? Blaine would really like to know.

Warnings: This story deals with the aftermath of rape. While there are no really graphic details, there are a few flashbacks that could be triggering, so please read this with caution.
Author's note: This is the sequel to Number Not The Voices. You'll probably want to read that one first. Also, this was started waaaay back during the winter hiatus. That being said, it goes completely AU after 'The Sue Sylvester Shuffle'. Parts of later episodes are mentioned, but the events therein have changed to reflect the situation in the story. So keep that in mind if things seem off from current canon.

Prologue

( Your Steady Hands – Denial Part One )

- Meagan

Title: Your Steady Hands
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 2088/???
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary:

grief
–noun
1. keen mental suffering or distress over affliction or loss; sharp sorrow; painful regret.
2. a cause or occasion of keen distress or sorrow.

What do you do after you lose absolutely everything? Blaine would really like to know.

Warnings: This story deals with the aftermath of rape. While there are no really graphic details, there are a few flashbacks that could be triggering, so please read this with caution.
Author's note: This is the sequel to Number Not The Voices. You'll probably want to read that one first. Also, this was started waaaay back during the winter hiatus. That being said, it goes completely AU after 'The Sue Sylvester Shuffle'. Parts of later episodes are mentioned, but the events therein have changed to reflect the situation in the story. So keep that in mind if things seem off from current canon.

( Your Steady Hands - Prologue )

Here it is, everybody. The long awaited sequel. I've literally been working on this sucker since January, and it's nowhere near done, but I need to get it out into the world before I start losing focus. (Is it September yet?)

I honestly feel like I'm handing over a thesis here. Or a baby. I've been agonizing over this piece for ages because I want it to be *right*. I hope you all like it!

(Also, just as a word of advice, when writing a story about a teenage boy suffering from rape trauma, don't subscribe to the twitter of the actor who portrays that boy. You will get a tweet to your phone from said actor whilst writing a particularly disturbing flashback, and it will make you feel dirty and perverted. Sorry, Darren, but you've so got to go if I keep writing this 'Verse.)

- Meagan

Title: Number Not The Voices 7/7+Epilogue
Pairing: Pre-Kurt/Blaine
Rating: R
Word count: 4,100/26,000
Disclaimer: They so don't belong to me, loves. I think they might be grateful for that.
Summary: When Blaine gets into a bad situation the only person he can turn to is Kurt. But it's Burt that answers Kurt's phone and he finds himself wondering just how far he will go to protect his son's best friend.
Warnings:Highlight to read. Non-con (in which the victim is 17), drugging of a minor, slight mention of underage drinking and marijuana use, and mentions of a consensual sexual relationship between a 16 year old and a 23 year old (which is legal in Ohio despite what RM says)

Author's note: Inspired by this prompt at glee_angst_meme Please please PLEASE highlight the warnings if you have any potential triggers. I hid them because they contain story spoilers, but I would hate for anyone to be upset because I was trying for suspense.

This was written mostly during the last hiatus, so it got Jossed. Things to keep in mind: the Hudmel's never moved (they built an addition for Finn like Burt suggested in Theatricality, but it never really gets mentioned), Dalton IS a boarding school (because there's no way that Kurt communtes 4 hours every day, seriously RM?), oh and... Kurt and Blaine are definitely NOT together. Yet.

And a big thanks to atomais for the superfast beta, and amordemealma, for the mass amounts of coddling and hand holding she gave me.

( Number Not The Voices )

- Meagan